You’re not a dick, and that is why I am in fact jealous of you.
This pain is beyond me.
This pain is because of you.
This pain is because of me.
This pain is contained.
This pain needs to break.
Please don’t do this.
I don’t need you to love me, as long as you don’t do this.
I will leave you alone.
Just please don’t do this.
I want to tell you ‘I love you’ and not have that feeling that you think it’s a waste. Or that you don’t believe it.
"I’m so eager to see you again, but I wouldn’t ask to see you.
Not because I’m proud. In fact, in front of you, I cede all my pride.
Yet only if you asked to see me, our meeting would be meaningful to me."